THOUGHTS FROM TIM SMITH/ SITE ADMIN







I was debating publishing these letters but, in the end, decided to publish them not because of likes on a web site or anything like that as this site has no search parameters attached to it on the Internet and can be found only if you know what to type in etc.  As I was cleaning out my hundreds of emails in my mailbox and stumbled across an email from my brother and read his brief email.  Oh no was my first thought.  I have been feeling moody lately with the crazy world and the thought of living in a world with no living parents and to be frank was feeling sorry for myself.  Being the youngest, I feel I was cheated as illogical as that sounds but it's a true thought.  Example, Paul is 10 years older than me, and I lost my parents 10 years earlier then Paul. Dumb uh but that is how my mind thinks.  On another point, Peter and I are going out to the cemetery today just because I feel my Mom calling me as we always had that connection.  I was just thinking of calling you Mom would say when I called her and vice versa and then I came across Jim's email.  Once again, I feel the timing is right and my sad mood has been lifted a bit as I heard my Mom and Dad through these letters unedited and that is why I am publishing them.  Perhaps in a few  years someone else will read these letters and hear the voices from Heaven.  
  Love you Mom and Dad
Tim